same mistakes * winter

[vara elisabeta weasley]

"too girly... too boyish..." vara found herself flipping through pages upon pages of parenting magazines, scanning each new idea for any spark of inspiration for maribelle's birthday. yes, she was supposed to be planning this with winter, it wouldn't help to have a little bit of an idea going into the meeting of what she wanted. the quicker it could be other the better. it wasn't that she disliked the father of her child, that was far from the truth. she still valued him as a person in her life that helped her bring another person into the world. however, at the moment she was sporting a rather large hickey left over from a one nighter, and while it was semi-covered with her hair, it would just make her less anxious to not have him notice, and then to subsequently not have an awkward conversation all about it.

now it wasn't that vara was now some slut. she wasn't at all. though, she had gone through some post baby changes. people had started to refer to her as summer that year, and she had gotten a great deal more outgoing on the party scene thanks to her best friend. however, she only had one sexual partner, and he was really just a booty call when the hufflepuff girl really needed something, or rather, someone to take care of her physical needs. did that mean that she was looking for a relationship? nope. she wasn't by any means. her main priority was maribelle, and it would always be maribelle. the last thing she needed to do was introduce a replacement for her baby's daddy. no matter the level of awkward she experienced with winter, they were still in each other's lives forever. and for some reason, she found it comforting.

words: 3x10^2
tag: aless/wintie
notes: loveyouuu

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[skyler winter carters]

winter knew how to live. he had a decently average life. he was the smartest boy in his year and his grades were always his main priority. winter never let anyone second guess him. he was the man in every he did. winter however wasn't a leader, he was a follower which was why his best friend leo usually lead their crazy adventures. the group of five were quite weird but they all loved each other for mistakes and everything and they loved winter even when he made the colossal male mistake. when he got a girl pregnant at the age of fifteen. what was there to say, winter was horny and he'd forgotten the condom, there were such slim chances. she had to be ovulating and all these things. he was smart and found them to be at least one in a million. one in a million got to his ex girlfriend. they didn't break up because of the baby, hell no. winter wouldn't have allowed that to happen the break up ha happened a few days before she even knew. it'd been a mutual thing.

when winter had found out his life was to be completely turned upside down, he wasn't exactly thrilled about it. they kept at their distances, still being apart because they found that together vara and him were not meant to be. however winter took care of while she was pregnant. not only because she was carrying his child, though that was the main reason, but because they were still somewhat good friends. he still remembered the day maribelle was born, what a rush. winter had been writing an essay when someone burst into the library and told him vara had gone into labor on the second floor. that was sixth year and he ran faster than he would ever say but he got to her and got her to the hospital wing. he stood beside her until maribelle was born and stay with her, missing classes, until vara could be on her own. they'd made it through the first year, almost first year, with a joint custody agreement on their terms simply because they were still at hogwarts. once out they'd figure something else. winter walked into the library smiling at some memories before spotting vara, he could feel his cheeks turning the slight color of her hair. the way they alaways did when she was around. professor oaks had their daughter this afternoon and they were free to plan. "boo," he faked scared her as took a seat beside her. he smiled. "let's get this over with huh?" it was said lightly but he meant it, he just wanted to go back to his studies, and minutes spend with vara weren't perfectly well spend minutes in his eyes.

tag: vara/mimi <3
words: 465!!
notes: sowwie~

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[vara elisabeta weasley]

words could not describe the feelings vara had when the pregnancy test was taken. of course it had to be positive, and of course it had to be positive prior to breaking up with winter. it wasn't that they didn't love each other. it was the opposite. they loved each other a little too much for such a young relationship, and so they thought it was best if they took a little break to get out there more. if it so happened that they came back together later in their lives, she wouldn't have been opposed to it. however it seemed that fate had a different plan. she was pregnant, and she did tell winter as soon as she knew. of course he wasn't bouncing off the walls with happiness, and neither was she. they weren't ready for a child, but over the course of the year they grew up completely and utterly. and through it all, they still stayed friends. she could come to him for a back rub when she was hurting, and he could come to her at any time to just talk to her stomach or coo in happy tones about being a dad. hell, there were bunches of photos from when she was in labor, and vara literally could only just hug onto him and cry because she really really couldn't take the pain. he was always there for her and she was always there for him from that day on. but outside of parenting, they could've been strangers.

they didn't go to the same parties, or hang out with the same people with exemption to the rare times where cosette was having something thrown at her house. aside from that, she had her group and he had his. it was a good system, and it worked for them. but sometimes she would find herself just thinking about the future, and how terrible it would be in terms of raising maribelle with two families. there would be awkward drop offs and sleepovers when the other parent would be with their new girlfriend or boyfriend. it made her almost sick to her stomach, but she managed to smile, even when thinking about this, when winter arrived. "you're so scary, carters. i almost screamed from fright." she rolled her eyes at his attempt at a scare and then at the second part of his commentary. "yeah. we should get it over with. though i must say i have nothing better to do. sapph is dragging me out tonight and i'd do anything to get out of it." the redhead laughed and opened the binder she had for planning this whole thing, her handwriting still impeccably neat and girly, her i's dotted with hearts. "did you happen to come up with any ideas? i was thinking we could have something separate for our friends, and something separate for family." after all she had her dance friends, all muggles.

words: 490
tag: aless/wintie
notes: apologies will come with the 1000 word posts. <3

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[skyler winter carters]

winter had been hopelessly in love with vara. there was no other way to describe it. his fifteen, horny, enthusiastic, taken version of himself had been completely and utterly head over heels for vara. but then again who wouldn't be? in his eyes vara was the perfect person. she was fun sized, she was beautiful and she was a fucking red head. it didn't get much better than that to winter. it was true, he'd always had a thing for red heads, but if they always looked like vara could a man really blame him? vara had stolen his heart within days of them dating. and he still remembered being whipped. hell he remembered leo making fun of him for being whipped. but winter never cared, if he was whipped by vara then let it be. he wouldn't be whipped by anyone. that was until things got too much for the young couple. he remembered the heartbreaking conversation. how they told each other how much they loved each other. but it wasn't enough. they were too young too in over their heads. hell winter was planning their wedding at that age. things were mutual but that didn't mean they weren't heart breaking.

then vara had fallen pregnant. it'd been too close to their relationship for anyone else to be the father. winter decided in that moment that he would take more responsibility for that child than his mother did of him. winter even opted that vara keep the child, though he let the decision be completely hers. and when she basically told him he didn't understand being adopted, well winter bit his lip. he wasn't supposed to. no one knew, no knew the biggest secret that winter could ever have because he had kept it that way. and lux had kept it that way. it was strange yes, but alas it was too late to turn back and do much about it. however winter knew sooner or later he'd have to tell vara or leo about his parentage, before it all exploded in his face. he smiled at vara. "i wasn't trying to sc- oh never mind," he spoke shaking his head slightly. winter laughed slightly. "a party? with sapphire? better watch yourself. it's my night with maribelle right?" he assured. the couple switched off nights, weeks, sometimes by months anything to make it easier on them and the baby. winter almost snorted at her words. "yes. the father with the most creative mind came up with all sorts of ideas!" he spoke sarcasm dripping from his voice. "i'm not good at this, i'm a logical thinker, always have been, always will be." he commented as a side note, though he was positive vara already knew this. "i do like that idea. but family, that's just us?" no grandparents he would pray. the fact that winter had gotten away with no letting vara meet his fathers was nearly close to a miracle, yet something out of the blue. while maribelle stayed with him, mostly lux since the girl was attached to toddler, winter had come up with excuses as to not let vara meet his fathers. he wondered if she noticed.

tag: vara/mimi <3
words: 531!!
notes: blah blah blih <3

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[vara elisabeta weasley]

as much as vara hated to admit it, winter was her ideal man. he was perfect to her in every way. he was smart, cute, funny, and tall enough to still be a little above her when she wore her highest heels. it didn't matter to her that he wasn't headstrong and brazenly bold like leo, or that he never really made his opinion matter when they made decisions. to her, even to this day, winter could do absolutely no wrong. it seemed that when it came down to it, if winter was happy, she was happy too. she was just as whipped as he had been. she would stay up all night with him sneaking around on prefect rounds or just studying and snogging in the library when no one was looking. she thought she would marry him, planning everything down to the last detail. however, it was not meant to be. winter was someone else's soul mate, and she would just have to deal with finding her own. she had a couple crushes between the time when maribelle was born up to the present, but winter would always be the better person when she compared the two men. and that's why she just had a fuck buddy. leonardo was her best friend, and probably believed in her more than anyone, and for the brief moments that they were sleeping with one another, she did actually feel loved again. that was all she ever wanted. she wanted to be loved for who she was unconditionally. but, well, no one would want to date a girl that had a child at sixteen, and even more, was still friends with the father. life didn't work like that. it was nothing but wishful thinking on her part. well, worst came worse she could just marry for the money and learn to love whoever she chose.

"ugh don't remind me about parties and sapphire and all that crap. i'm thinking of just skipping out and telling her professor oaks gave me detention. or actually-- winter can i tell her i'm with you and maribelle? i can go hide out in the library. or actually hang out with you and maribelle." she laughed a little and tapped her quill into the ink well, "anything is better than watching her dry hump a guy to the beat of music, as much as that sounds amazingly fun." she would much rather just stay with winter in his room, talking and just relaxing with the baby. it was one of the few times that they actually cuddled and acted like a family. she could probably kiss him and then the next morning they would act like nothing happened at all. what happened when they were with maribelle stayed with maribelle. though she had no idea what would happen when they were outside of school. "don't use sarcasm with me, carters. come on i'm sure you can think of something." when he proposed that the family was just them, well, vara couldn't help but snort and give a little bit of a smirk. "oh well let's see. there's you, me, the whole weasley potter clan and that means that i have to invite tata and maica. and you may invite anyone you want." of course her romanian accent flared at the mention of her other parents.

words: 545
tag: aless/wintie
notes: im on a roll

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[skyler winter carters]

when winter looked at vara, even to this day, his heart skipped a beat and a smile found it's way to his face. it didn't matter that they weren't together, or didn't speak to each other for ages, she still had a special place in his heart. not only as the mother of his child but as his first love. as the girl who took his heart and turned into a hear that could love another woman. before that winter was sure he could never fall in love, that he wasn't meant to. but vara showed him how. vara showed him the way of everything. she was his first everything and he wasn't about to regret one minute of it. even when she fell pregnant with maribelle he still didn't regret it. he found it as a new challenge. he fell in love with vara more when she was pregnant with his child if it seemed possible. even though the couple had parted winter still felt connected to her. he had felt connected to her before finding out she was pregnant. there was nothing he do to break that connection, he knew by the way he felt and because of maribelle that vara would always be in his life. that thought didn't scare him one bit.

when he thought about it however he wished he had married the red head before she fell pregnant. not for custody reasons but simply because he would have loved to see her walking down the isle in all white towards him. not towards some idiotic fool who wouldn't treat her the way he could. what was he thinking? vara was not his. he was not interested in vara. she was simply the mother of his child and nothing more. he had to remind himself of that, as painful as it seemed. at the sound of spending all night with two of his favorite women winter was delighted. he laughed. "i don't see why not. i do love it when maribelle can se her parents together and getting along, even if she doesn't fully understand anything just yet," he almost shivered at the sound of sapphire at parties. while he had seen her at some he didn't want to think about it. just like leo, they were both everywhere. it was quite incredible seeing how they bounced around, mostly to avoid each other and to get someone. winter couldn't exactly say it was boring to watch. winter almost snorted at her words. "right red. like i'll be able to think of something for a girl's party," the sound of her nick name slipped out but he made no sign that it had been by mistake. he looked back at the things on the table then at her as she spoke feeling his pressure drop. winter nodded. while his fathers knew about maribelle and saw her when it was his turn with her, vara didn't exactly know about them. he knew his fathers would give anything to be at the first birthday party of their grandchild. winter sighed and ran a hand over his face before nodding softly. "yeah... um vara i have to tell you something. I'm-," he could think of a better person to tell the truth to, after all vara was also "adopted. I have two dads."

tag: vara/mimi <3
words: 555
notes: oh shit

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